Do you ever feel wanted to kill someone?
I do. I wanted to kill people who hurts my little family, include my close mates. Because I don't wanna see these people got hurt. I never wanted to hear there is people I love crying because of stupid reason.
MOM..
fragile woman but she pretending like she's strong as a horse. Here some story about her..
The day where's my her husband died, I saw her as a figure women who desperate because of half of her soul is missing. How pathetic but I can't do anything.. People keep saying that I have to patient and I have to be something so my parents will proud of me, don't you know that is a disgusting advices!? You guys just saying without know how I feel inside. That's heavy! Day by day everything changing like insanely. People changing so fast like the weather nowadays. Her husband died but her life must go on because it cannot stop her life too. In her office, she got an offered by her head office to deliver money to office eradication of corruption, because a lot of corruption in her office. But she won't do that because it's like a bribe and that is not good at all, if she got catched she will join people in cells. LOL so she won't do that.. Her head office said she will get demotion, she is so stressed out because she thought about her kids at home. She told me everything then I said, don't worry mom, money can be find. But in fact she got promoted! Lol what a surprise. God is always give the best. The hard part can be accepted is when she told me about get married again, why I mad? because she told me a month before the marriage. How crazy is that!? I don't even know who's the guy, me and my brother got really mad but finally we understand and accepted her decision. But don't blame us for against that guy.. After get married, this fragile woman getting more and more religious like crazy! That is too much. I don't like it.
Sometimes I don't want to be a parents, because parents have to take a responsible about everything. But it cannot be happen haha The woman that I called Incredible is my mom. She is the best woman I've ever have. I love you Mom, forever and ever! I don't wanna lose you. I'm sorry if I can't be something now, but I keep trying to be something and you'll be proud of me someday. I will take you and your son with me when I success. We have to be a perfect little family, just you me and your little son. Thanks for being my mom.
YOU ARE FUCKING THE BEST~
Do not ever underestimate small people because you can't compare your life with another person. Life must balance.
The day where's my her husband died, I saw her as a figure women who desperate because of half of her soul is missing. How pathetic but I can't do anything.. People keep saying that I have to patient and I have to be something so my parents will proud of me, don't you know that is a disgusting advices!? You guys just saying without know how I feel inside. That's heavy! Day by day everything changing like insanely. People changing so fast like the weather nowadays. Her husband died but her life must go on because it cannot stop her life too. In her office, she got an offered by her head office to deliver money to office eradication of corruption, because a lot of corruption in her office. But she won't do that because it's like a bribe and that is not good at all, if she got catched she will join people in cells. LOL so she won't do that.. Her head office said she will get demotion, she is so stressed out because she thought about her kids at home. She told me everything then I said, don't worry mom, money can be find. But in fact she got promoted! Lol what a surprise. God is always give the best. The hard part can be accepted is when she told me about get married again, why I mad? because she told me a month before the marriage. How crazy is that!? I don't even know who's the guy, me and my brother got really mad but finally we understand and accepted her decision. But don't blame us for against that guy.. After get married, this fragile woman getting more and more religious like crazy! That is too much. I don't like it.
Sometimes I don't want to be a parents, because parents have to take a responsible about everything. But it cannot be happen haha The woman that I called Incredible is my mom. She is the best woman I've ever have. I love you Mom, forever and ever! I don't wanna lose you. I'm sorry if I can't be something now, but I keep trying to be something and you'll be proud of me someday. I will take you and your son with me when I success. We have to be a perfect little family, just you me and your little son. Thanks for being my mom.
YOU ARE FUCKING THE BEST~
Do not ever underestimate small people because you can't compare your life with another person. Life must balance.
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