Peterpan said "Hey Alice! Don't grow up."
Alice won't listen, she take a risk of being grow up.
People heard bad things.
Alice got the blame.
What a lovely world.
With craps on it.
She mature with the damage, not with the years.
Sometimes it's scary what a smile can hide.
Alice whispering.. "Please save me from my mind."
Feeling that she should apologise for her existing.
Peterpan told the story about how the sun loved the moon too much.
The sun died every night, to let the moon breath.
Sometimes we need reality to slap the fantasy.
Oh also need fantasy to survive the reality.
If you can't wake up from the nightmare,
maybe you're not asleep.
Alice don't live in darkness,
darkness lives in her.
We all have demons,
Alice choose to feed it.
When Alice asked Peterpan to help her buy at least one dream,
Alice realise you can't sell dreams to someone who has walked through nightmares.
Now Alice understand why Peterpan didn't want to grow up.
Saturday, October 15, 2016
Tuesday, February 16, 2016
Columbine 1999's Tragedy
Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold
who doesn't know them?
they are legends.
I was watching Youtube about
Top 10 Infamous Mass Shooting in the U.S
I suddenly in love with these two guys.
who doesn't know them?
they are legends.
I was watching Youtube about
Top 10 Infamous Mass Shooting in the U.S
I suddenly in love with these two guys.
Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold
They both best friend since junior high. They made a history at Columbine High School in April 20th 1999.
On the morning of Tuesday, April 20, 1999, Harris and Klebold placed a small fire bomb in a field about three miles south of Columbine High School, and two miles south of the fire station. Set to explode the bomb was intended as a diversion to draw firefighters and emergency personnel away from the school (it partially detonated and caused a small fire, which was quickly extinguished by the fire department).
After they planted bombs in the cafeteria, they waited out the school hoping people run out and they will shoot people and kill many.
But the bombs failed to explode.
Harris and Klebold convened and walked toward the school. Both armed, they climbed to the top of the outdoor West Entrance steps, placing them on a level with the athletic fields west of the building and the library inside the West Entrance, directly above the cafeteria.
Their first shooting was Rachel Scott and Richard Castaldo. After the first two shootings, Harris removed his trench coat and aimed his 9 mm carbine down the West Staircase toward three youths: 15-year-olds Daniel Rohrbough and Sean Graves and 16-year-old Lance Kirklin. The three friends had been ascending the staircase directly below the shooters. Kirklin later reported seeing Klebold and Harris standing at the top of the staircase, before the pair opening fire. All three youths were shot and wounded inside the school. Some students believe that's just a senior prank.
Dave Sanders (The popular coach, and also the teacher said it's not a prank).
Harris and Klebold killed 12 students and 1 teacher.They injured 21 additional people, with three others injured while attempting to escape the school. They attacked cafeteria and library a lot.
Harris and Klebold entered the library, where a total of 52 students, two teachers and two librarians had concealed themselves.
Harris yelled, "Get up!" in a tone so loud that he can be heard on Patti Nielson's 9-1-1 recording.
Staff and students hiding in the library exterior rooms later said they also heard the gunmen say: "All jocks stand up! We'll get the guys in white hats!" (Wearing a white baseball cap at Columbine was a tradition among sports team members, typically jocks.) When no one stood up, Harris said, "Fine, I'll start shooting anyway!" He fired his shotgun twice at a desk.
After they finished the library, they back to the cafeteria, shooting at the bags filled with bombs and exploded the cafeteria. They reloaded their guns at the hallway, threw a small bomb and destroyed some lockers. They seemed directionless.
They back to the library and tried to kill the cops from the window. But no one got shot. (I thought they had a sniper at the roof, but why the sniper shot Harris or Klebold? Weird huh?).
32 minutes after they left the library, Patti Nielson, who had locked herself inside a break room with a student and library staff, overheard Harris and Klebold suddenly shout in unison, "One! Two! Three!" These words were followed by the sound of gunfire. Both had committed suicide: Harris by firing his shotgun through the roof of his mouth; Klebold by shooting himself in the left temple with his TEC-9 semi-automatic handgun.
TWO CUTE KILLERS ARE DEAD
REST IN PEACE
Injuries and deaths in initial incident
- 1. Rachel Scott, age 17. Killed by shots to the head, torso and leg alongside the West Entrance of the school.
- 2. Richard Castaldo, age 17. Shot in the arm, chest, back and abdomen alongside the West Entrance to the school.
- 3. Daniel Rohrbough, age 15. Fatally injured by shots to the abdomen and leg on the West Staircase, shot through the upper chest at the base of the same staircase.
- 4. Sean Graves, age 15. Shot in the back, foot and abdomen on the West Staircase.
- 5. Lance Kirklin, age 16. Critically injured by shots to the leg, neck and jaw on the West Staircase.
- 6. Michael Johnson, age 15. Shot in the face, arm and leg to the west of the staircase.
- 7. Mark Taylor, age 16. Shot in the chest, arms and leg to the west of the staircase.
- 8. Anne-Marie Hochhalter, age 17. Shot in the chest, arm, abdomen, back, and left leg near the cafeteria's entrance.
- 9. Brian Anderson, age 17. Injured near the West Entrance by flying glass.
- 10. Patti Nielson, age 35. Hit in the shoulder by shrapnel near the West Entrance.
- 11. Stephanie Munson, age 17. Shot in the ankle inside the North Hallway.
- 12. William David Sanders, age 47. Died of blood loss after being shot in the neck and back inside the South Hallway.
- Injuries and deaths in the library
- 13. Evan Todd, age 15. Sustained minor injuries from the splintering of a desk he was hiding under.
- 14. Kyle Velasquez, age 16. Killed by gunshot wounds to the head and back.
- 15. Patrick Ireland, age 17. Shot in the arm, leg, head and foot.
- 16. Daniel Steepleton, age 17. Shot in the thigh.
- 17. Makai Hall, age 18. Shot in the knee.
- 18. Steven Curnow, age 14. Killed by a shot to the neck.
- 19. Kacey Ruegsegger, age 17. Shot in the hand, arm and shoulder.
- 20. Cassie Bernall, age 17. Killed by a shotgun wound to the head.
- 21. Isaiah Shoels, age 18. Killed by a shot to the chest.
- 22. Matthew Kechter, age 16. Killed by a shot to the chest.
- 23. Lisa Kreutz, age 18. Shot in the shoulder, hand, arms and thigh.
- 24. Valeen Schnurr, age 18. Injured with wounds to the chest, arms and abdomen.
- 25. Mark Kintgen, age 17. Shot in the head and shoulder.
- 26. Lauren Townsend, age 18. Killed by multiple gunshot wounds to the head, chest and lower body.
- 27. Nicole Nowlen, age 16. Shot in the abdomen.
- 28. John Tomlin, age 16. Killed by multiple shots to the head and neck.
- 29. Kelly Fleming, age 16. Killed by a shotgun wound to the back.
- 30. Jeanna Park, age 18. Shot in the knee, shoulder and foot.
- 31. Daniel Mauser, age 15. Killed by a single shot to the face.
- 32. Jennifer Doyle, age 17. Shot in the hand, leg and shoulder.
- 33. Austin Eubanks, age 17. Shot in the hand and knee.
- 34. Corey DePooter, age 17. Killed by shots to the chest and neck.
- Suicide of perpetrators
- 35. Eric Harris, age 18. Committed suicide by a single shot to the mouth.
- 36. Dylan Klebold, age 17. Committed suicide by a single shot to the head.
- Until now, we never know why Harris and Klebold did that. Some people said They've been bullied by students at Columbine. They got anger and revenge! After this tragedy, some shooting school came up. They inspired by 1999's tragedy.
- So people, why don't we stop bullying?
CCTV 
Monday, February 1, 2016
Live Or Just Survive?
Take a deep breath..
Don't worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow is alive.
What we should worry about?
Or why we should worry
The abstract of the pain,
Also the silent of happiness.
Every time people say goodbye, there is another people come say hello.
Every day tears down, there is another day heads up.
Don't break a heart, because it's expensive to go to the hospital.
Ants keep shaking hands, people keep facing faces.
Kittens keeps born, people keeps abortion.
People make ways to war.
People make stupid ways to get attention.
People keep playing dumb whole time.
People lie for job position.
People judge other looking better.
People show useless programs on tv.
People kill people.
People spread their pathetic life on social media.
People act perfect.
People do whatever they said they hate.
People cheats.
People overreacts.
People do shit.
I watch those people.
Can we solve the problems to make a better peace?
By avoiding things, it'll never work out.
I say what I like, just like people.
When people judge, what kinda job that judges do this entire time?
What makes judges different when people can judge?
What's the point when people study law when people know how to misuse laws and keep judging?
What is the point of life?
To be happy?
Happiness is simple.
Live and survive doesn't have lots differences.
Are you live? Or just survive?
Don't worry about tomorrow, because tomorrow is alive.
What we should worry about?
Or why we should worry
The abstract of the pain,
Also the silent of happiness.
Every time people say goodbye, there is another people come say hello.
Every day tears down, there is another day heads up.
Don't break a heart, because it's expensive to go to the hospital.
Ants keep shaking hands, people keep facing faces.
Kittens keeps born, people keeps abortion.
People make ways to war.
People make stupid ways to get attention.
People keep playing dumb whole time.
People lie for job position.
People judge other looking better.
People show useless programs on tv.
People kill people.
People spread their pathetic life on social media.
People act perfect.
People do whatever they said they hate.
People cheats.
People overreacts.
People do shit.
I watch those people.
Can we solve the problems to make a better peace?
By avoiding things, it'll never work out.
I say what I like, just like people.
When people judge, what kinda job that judges do this entire time?
What makes judges different when people can judge?
What's the point when people study law when people know how to misuse laws and keep judging?
What is the point of life?
To be happy?
Happiness is simple.
Live and survive doesn't have lots differences.
Are you live? Or just survive?
Tuesday, August 4, 2015
World Bored Me
Crying in my room, but I keep it top secret.
People tell me they care, but they didn't mean it.
I'm cut open even thought I'm not bleeding.
My heart's broken so Imma make it stop beating.
Someone runs into my room and screaming
SHE'S NOT BREATHING!!!
I popped some pills with some tylenol,
a bottle of antidepressants, I didn't puked of anything.
I can't picture myself to a grown woman.
I don't wanna grow up, I hate change and everything is just so rearranged.
My life is nothing but disaster.
I act happy, but I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie, thoughts of suicide keeps crossing my mind.
Going crazy cause I'm going through bullshit.
Look me in the face, I'm sick in my eyes, cause I'm sick in the mind.
I've been wishing to die since 11 years old.
I ain't trying to get everyone feel bad for me.
People don't understand how much I hate my life.
Dear World.. I'm leaving cause I'm bored and I think that I lived long enough.
So in this sweet cesspool, good luck :)
People tell me they care, but they didn't mean it.
I'm cut open even thought I'm not bleeding.
My heart's broken so Imma make it stop beating.
Someone runs into my room and screaming
SHE'S NOT BREATHING!!!
I popped some pills with some tylenol,
a bottle of antidepressants, I didn't puked of anything.
I can't picture myself to a grown woman.
I don't wanna grow up, I hate change and everything is just so rearranged.
My life is nothing but disaster.
I act happy, but I wanna die
I'm not gonna lie, thoughts of suicide keeps crossing my mind.
Going crazy cause I'm going through bullshit.
Look me in the face, I'm sick in my eyes, cause I'm sick in the mind.
I've been wishing to die since 11 years old.
I ain't trying to get everyone feel bad for me.
People don't understand how much I hate my life.
Dear World.. I'm leaving cause I'm bored and I think that I lived long enough.
So in this sweet cesspool, good luck :)
Tuesday, November 18, 2014
BIPOLAR DISORDER
Happy then sad
Crying then laughing
Up then down
Excited then breaking down
Deep deep and slowly ending life.
I am. I have a disorder.
Swinging moods like a little girl playing swing at the park seems happy but we never know how their feelings inside. People called it Bipolar Disorder.
Some people struggle but some cannot.
Easy to cutting.
I wasn't cutting. I drank poison.
Hell that wasn't worked. I didn't die.
I googling about that damned disorder, it says because of genetic and childhood traumatic. I guess I am. My damned disorder mixed by eating disorder.
Day by day I'm goin to be a psychotic person who wants to murder people I hate.
I wish I can struggle or I just can end this shit life by the death.
Living in peace with my dad and my grandad. They called me like crazy. They came up asked me to live with them in heaven, no more annoying people, no more pressure for life, no more problems.
But I have people I love and I won't turn their lives being into the sorrow. My mom already insane because took care of me and my brother. She working hard to earn a lot of money so she don't even care what's goin on with her children's illness.
I guess my brother has something wrong just like me. But he always having a happy pill so he never felt what I feel. My brain damaged my physical going down. I always say to people, if you can't make me happy, just stay away from me before I break your damn life!
You tried to hurt me or people I love, don't ever beg for a comfortable life for yourself. I am a kind of nightmare for haters. just be careful of me. You hurt me, I'll take over your life. Deal with that.
Definition of Bipolar
How?
Crying then laughing
Up then down
Excited then breaking down
Deep deep and slowly ending life.
I am. I have a disorder.
Swinging moods like a little girl playing swing at the park seems happy but we never know how their feelings inside. People called it Bipolar Disorder.
Some people struggle but some cannot.
Easy to cutting.
I wasn't cutting. I drank poison.
Hell that wasn't worked. I didn't die.
I googling about that damned disorder, it says because of genetic and childhood traumatic. I guess I am. My damned disorder mixed by eating disorder.
Day by day I'm goin to be a psychotic person who wants to murder people I hate.
I wish I can struggle or I just can end this shit life by the death.
Living in peace with my dad and my grandad. They called me like crazy. They came up asked me to live with them in heaven, no more annoying people, no more pressure for life, no more problems.
But I have people I love and I won't turn their lives being into the sorrow. My mom already insane because took care of me and my brother. She working hard to earn a lot of money so she don't even care what's goin on with her children's illness.
I guess my brother has something wrong just like me. But he always having a happy pill so he never felt what I feel. My brain damaged my physical going down. I always say to people, if you can't make me happy, just stay away from me before I break your damn life!
You tried to hurt me or people I love, don't ever beg for a comfortable life for yourself. I am a kind of nightmare for haters. just be careful of me. You hurt me, I'll take over your life. Deal with that.
Definition of Bipolar
How?
Friday, October 10, 2014
Craving For Some Cakes?
Hei Food Cravers..
I'm back.
Today I'm gonna show you what JARCAKE is.
Obviously, cake in jars. Like a tiny delights make the perfect gifts for any occasion. Make up a batch to keep on hand for sudden cravings, give as favors for your next party, or send to loved ones overseas. The cakes will remain moist and delicious for up to 6 months! What better way to show someone you care than a personalized cake in a jar!
I have my favorite.
7th Heaven Cakes served some of heavenly taste cakes!
Here they are..
Look at these cute cakes in jars!! OMG I guarantee the tastes are so damn good! Order one is never enough haha
They prices list.
They have more variants and also different prices.
You can follow 7th Heaven Instagram and 7th Twitter
Or you can ask the owner of 7th Heaven
Sms only : 087788282112 line : tisyazzahra27
Don't worry about the diet. These cute cakes wouldn't ruin your sickest diet! haha 7th Heaven Cake using very very friendly fat off! So the cakes would help boosting your mood without stab your back to getting fat. Seriously I bought a request of Stabilo Cake I bought 100.000Rupiah and I ate a whole package a day. I am happy as fuck and not getting fatter. haha You try 'em first before you judge!
7th Heaven also have tart size!
Thanks for enjoying the shit I've done haha
I'm back.
Today I'm gonna show you what JARCAKE is.
Obviously, cake in jars. Like a tiny delights make the perfect gifts for any occasion. Make up a batch to keep on hand for sudden cravings, give as favors for your next party, or send to loved ones overseas. The cakes will remain moist and delicious for up to 6 months! What better way to show someone you care than a personalized cake in a jar!
I have my favorite.
7th Heaven Cakes served some of heavenly taste cakes!
Here they are..
They prices list.
They have more variants and also different prices.
You can follow 7th Heaven Instagram and 7th Twitter
Or you can ask the owner of 7th Heaven
Sms only : 087788282112 line : tisyazzahra27
Don't worry about the diet. These cute cakes wouldn't ruin your sickest diet! haha 7th Heaven Cake using very very friendly fat off! So the cakes would help boosting your mood without stab your back to getting fat. Seriously I bought a request of Stabilo Cake I bought 100.000Rupiah and I ate a whole package a day. I am happy as fuck and not getting fatter. haha You try 'em first before you judge!
7th Heaven also have tart size!
Devils Food Cake. It may looks ugly like devil but it taste so tasty like heaven in your mouth! A moist chocolate cake with yummy chocolate ganache. Price Whole (23) 300.000 Mini (11) 80.000 Jar 35.000 *our chocolate cake are made with cadburry chocolate.
Mini Choco Oreo Tart
devilsfood whole cake! Yummiest moist dark chocolate cake and dark chocolate ganache
All time favorite, classic blackforrest whole cake. German chocolate cake with homemade cherry sauce on each layer wrapped up with vanilla whipped cream, cherry and chocolate!
Matcha honey lime. Matcha japanesse cake with honey lime mousse topped with vanilla whipped cream.
7th Heaven have cupcakes!!!
You can order these cakes by online just contact the owner.
Thanks for enjoying the shit I've done haha
xoxo
Wednesday, October 8, 2014
Drooling With Ice Cream
Talking about the good booster for some people, mostly girls.. Ice cream can be the number two of the top booster after chocolate.
Nowadays, there is a lot of ice cream style. Even the home made ice cream can be so pricy.
Here, the one of homemade ice cream in Jakarta, Indonesia
" RAGUSA "
Located in: Jl. Veteran I No. 10, Gambir, 10110 Central Jakarta.
Ragusa Ice Cream founded by two Italian nationals named Luigie Vincenzo Ragusa and Ragusa. They came to Batavia in 1930 to learn to sew in the area of Central Jakarta. This Italian ice cream shop only sells seven flavors of ice cream base that includes chocolate, vanilla, mocha, strawberry, nougat, durian, and rum raisin ice cream and a few other combinations. When various industrial ice cream come to Indonesia around 1980, Ragusa sales had declined but quickly rose again because they sell ice cream processed without the foam, in contrast to the industry in general.
Small place served the best homemade ice cream.
Pretty cheap for the homemade one isn't it? umh.. haha
Well, ice cream nowadays there's a new innovation for making an ice crem. With nitrogen :)
guess you guys been heard of it. Nitrogen Ice Cream cafe. Include Lin's Artisan, Ron's Laboratory, Freeze Ice Cream.
I tried some..
Lin Artisan located:
Besides Lin, I tried Ron's Laboratory
Located:
Pondok Indah Mall 1, Lantai 2, Jl. Metro Pondok Indah, Pondok Indah, Jakarta
Ron's has a high price for they godest ice cream! But once again, Prices are never lie.
Red Velvet is the best!!!!
So Cream Cheese!!!
Nowadays, there is a lot of ice cream style. Even the home made ice cream can be so pricy.
Here, the one of homemade ice cream in Jakarta, Indonesia
" RAGUSA "
Located in: Jl. Veteran I No. 10, Gambir, 10110 Central Jakarta.
Ragusa Ice Cream founded by two Italian nationals named Luigie Vincenzo Ragusa and Ragusa. They came to Batavia in 1930 to learn to sew in the area of Central Jakarta. This Italian ice cream shop only sells seven flavors of ice cream base that includes chocolate, vanilla, mocha, strawberry, nougat, durian, and rum raisin ice cream and a few other combinations. When various industrial ice cream come to Indonesia around 1980, Ragusa sales had declined but quickly rose again because they sell ice cream processed without the foam, in contrast to the industry in general.
Small place served the best homemade ice cream.
Pretty cheap for the homemade one isn't it? umh.. haha
Well, ice cream nowadays there's a new innovation for making an ice crem. With nitrogen :)
guess you guys been heard of it. Nitrogen Ice Cream cafe. Include Lin's Artisan, Ron's Laboratory, Freeze Ice Cream.
I tried some..
Lin Artisan located:
Jl. Taman Kemang 1 No. 6, Kemang, Jakarta
Lin also serve waffles homemade. Price and place are nuts for hangout with friends and family.
Besides Lin, I tried Ron's Laboratory
Located:
Jalan MH.Thamrin No.1, Grand Indonesia Shopping Town West Mall 5TH#ED2-12B, Jakarta Pusat, DKI Jakarta 10310, Indonesia.
Pondok Indah Mall 1, Lantai 2, Jl. Metro Pondok Indah, Pondok Indah, Jakarta
Ron's has a high price for they godest ice cream! But once again, Prices are never lie.Red Velvet is the best!!!!
So Cream Cheese!!!
Don't forget to add your favorite injections for 8rb/ flavor of injection.
Done with Ron's, I also tried Freeze Ice Cream. I prefer Freeze for newbie haha because it's cheaper and the ice cream is pretty much soft.
Freeze located:
Mall Taman Anggrek, Lantai 4, Jl. Letjen. S. Parman Kav. 21Mall Pondok Indah 2 Foodcourt.   
Eeeeokay. Thanks for discovering some ice cream that can make us drooling haha.
What?
Go get some ice cream now!!!
Get your mood boosting!! :p
Check my Instagram and follow my Twitter also like my Facebook Page :)
SEE YA XOXO
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Magically Trip in Bandung, West Java Indonesia
Heyyo..
Ages ago I'm not writing the shit down here. Hope you guys okay haha.
Well, my life is getting better but the disease still climbing up in me, doesn't matter :)
This time I'm goin to tell you about my short trip in Bandung.
Indonesia has a lot of beautiful places. Bandung yeh one of that beautiful place. Located in West Java, Indonesia.
Couple weeks ago me and my bitches wet to Bandung just for get some fresh air, because Bandung has a great air haha. We went there by bikes.. Not too far from my dorm in Jatinangor. So we took bikes to go there.
3 bikes. These girls and my boy at the back, then me and my boyfie.
Bandung has a great air so we don't care about the pollution. haha not really
We started at 9 am from Jatinangor and arrived at Mcdonald's Dago at 10 am.
Get some breakfast and little supper called 'SEBLAK BASAH'
wtf is this? It's fried wet crackers, with fried wet macaronis, an egg, some spicy sauce, and cheese at the top. How's the taste? You try and tell :p
After we full, we just continued the trip to the great place called "LAWANGWANGI CREATIVE SPACE AND ART CAFE". The great cafe with a little art showroom.
Located in: Dago Giri Street, No. 99, 40142, Lembang, West Java, Indonesia. (+62 22 423114)
Like I told, Lawangwangi has a small art showroom at the first floor. They served magically view at the first time we just came in. Then we go to the upstairs and tadaaa... Magically views! We sat in outdoor so we can see how God's made.
About the menu.. Little bit pricy but price never lie right?
Ages ago I'm not writing the shit down here. Hope you guys okay haha.
Well, my life is getting better but the disease still climbing up in me, doesn't matter :)
This time I'm goin to tell you about my short trip in Bandung.
Indonesia has a lot of beautiful places. Bandung yeh one of that beautiful place. Located in West Java, Indonesia.
Couple weeks ago me and my bitches wet to Bandung just for get some fresh air, because Bandung has a great air haha. We went there by bikes.. Not too far from my dorm in Jatinangor. So we took bikes to go there.
3 bikes. These girls and my boy at the back, then me and my boyfie.
Bandung has a great air so we don't care about the pollution. haha not really
We started at 9 am from Jatinangor and arrived at Mcdonald's Dago at 10 am.
Get some breakfast and little supper called 'SEBLAK BASAH'
wtf is this? It's fried wet crackers, with fried wet macaronis, an egg, some spicy sauce, and cheese at the top. How's the taste? You try and tell :p
After we full, we just continued the trip to the great place called "LAWANGWANGI CREATIVE SPACE AND ART CAFE". The great cafe with a little art showroom.
Located in: Dago Giri Street, No. 99, 40142, Lembang, West Java, Indonesia. (+62 22 423114)
Like I told, Lawangwangi has a small art showroom at the first floor. They served magically view at the first time we just came in. Then we go to the upstairs and tadaaa... Magically views! We sat in outdoor so we can see how God's made.
About the menu.. Little bit pricy but price never lie right?
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