grey clouds coming..
not rain yet..
weird..
Why should we have a feeling?
Why we should know love?
Why don't we just have heart with same feelings?
Why did people can love each other?
This is how it feels being betrayed.
Broken.
Left an ash.
Craps happen.
Think a lot about life and how hard is it. We trying to struggle and fight the wild world. A girl was born with craps and she tried to be heard. She had a lot of dreams.. Her name is Shine. Long black hair and pretty much good looking.
Like her name, she likes to shining their friend's feelings. She have a lot of friends. She is so easy going girl. She just like her freedom of live. Everytime her friends call her to sharing, she would come or just on the phone with them..
One day, she feels down and broken.
She call every friends of her and trying to tell something, but no one of their friends want to hear her story. She tried every way to keep her smile for making people happy and hiding all her sadness. She lost someone we don't know. Why we don't know?
Because no one wants to hear her sadness..
She keep herself busy so she can forget that problem. Lost someone is kinda hard because it's letting go half of your heart. Shine goes crazy. She can't hold the problem any longer.
Thursday. October 24th
After she back from school, she sit in front of her laptop. Googling something..
finally.. She found a way to make herself cure from losing someone's problem.
She committed suicide.
She keep saying 'there is another perfect person, beside me..'
Someone who made Shine suicide coming to her funeral with someone new, more perfect.
No more Shine who can shining her friend's hearts.
Losing someone is hurt. But don't hurt yourself for someone else.
Friendship never working nowadays.
If you read this, look at yourself now
Who are you?
Who you need the most?
Who need you the most?
Maybe they're missing you out there.
or you just missing them out there?
Open up your heart and look around.
They might be around.
Shine might be around you.
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