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Thursday, February 6, 2014

God's Power Trip

In Indonesia, Thursday kliwon is such a holly night, a lot of people coming to the holly graveyard or ancestor's grave to ask their life, healthy, money, love and something in life like that. Me and my mate just wondering how if we come to the ancestor's grave at kliwon night. And then here we go! 

January 30 2014. Thursday kliwon!

Me and my mate finally went to the ancestor's grave in sumedang, West Java. It called Dayeuh Luhur. We arrived at 4pm and we took a rest for a bit because the trip is kinda made us lost some energy haha.

After we took a short rest, we continued to the ancestor's grave. That wasn't the first time I'm going to the holly graves. Honestly it's cold and fogged. So that condition was totally supported us.

The first grave is the highest or the oldest one. Here's the view






There are a bunch of people pray for their life and hope for a better life. People burn something like a smell good candle, and spread some grave's flowers to the grave. Done with the oldest grave, we went to his third wife not pretty far from there. There was a same condition like this, bunch people pray and ask for a better life. 


In that grave, people can stay max 3 days and 3 nights. Looking for miracle of life haha. Nah seriously someone can get a miracle. Maybe they can see a ghosts after they went and pray there, or maybe you can see the future.. Well that's gonna be back to the God.
And I'm done with the wifey's grave.. Abah took us to the next grave. It's pretty far because this grave is the only one grave at the top of mountain. So we have to uphill. Lucky us because it wasn't summer, so there was no sun! haha 

Fogs everywhere, covered the path..
Honestly the view was amazing, because we are at the top of somewhere, so we can see around the hill and that was beautiful.


Step by step we're uphill, lots of stairs we stamps.. 
20 minutes to get up there. Pretty cold and so freakin windy.
There is the only one grave, and there is a stone.
This is nuts, the stone isn't so big but the weight is so so so over haha
Why?
Because supposedly said, the ancestor was sit there for meditation, he sat there for long time. And there is his sole at the stone. He wasn't dead. He was gone people said he's gone and left his stick and said "I left my stick here, so my grandchild who need a help, just come here because I'm here". The stick there and a lot of people make it for meditation. 



Done with this amazing grave, we're goin to the sacred bathing place. There is 7 magic water.
Each spring have a strength to make us better. I tried 4 of 7 springs there. One of that water taste good, not like the other springs. 







Believe it or not. 
All of it are goin back to our respective beliefs.
Back to God.
God made all of it.
Thank god for all of things you made.


the video of this trip

Thursday, October 3, 2013

QUESTIONS OF LIFE

There is some questions in life that my friends asked me about. That was pretty much easy, but I don't know how it's killing me. You need to push the brain when you answer that. 

First!!
IF YOU GROWING UP AND POOR. WHAT WOULD YOU DO!?
haha I said that I will earn money in a good way like being umh.. maybe farmer or being a labor. Maybe we judge, that's a low budget's job. But we never know how much they spent their energies just for life! I will look after my mom. I will not lose her as I lost my dad. I will never sell my body HAHA sounds insane. I mean my body parts. LOL who wants to buy a broken lungs, and broken heart.... :p

Second!!
WHAT IS THE BIGGEST REGRET YOU'VE EVER FELT?
I was quiet for couple minutes............
*sigh*

The biggest regret that I've ever done is when I declined my dad's offer to take me to school, because my dad's car was lame. It happened one day before he passed away. I feel soo regret! very very. It will never be forgotten. Until whenever.. And I have no time to say that I love my dad. He will never know how much I love him.. Ah! Dang it.

Third!!
IF YOU SUDDENLY HAVE 1 BILLION, WHAT WOULD YOU SPEND ON?
Well! First I will pray to God for this miracle. I will thank to God a lot haha. And I will spend it for despatch me, my mom and my little brother for pilgrimage. And the rest of money I will save for me and my brother's future. Anddd wait! I will take my dad's grave back! So I can save him easily. Dang! I feel so sorry when the grave was moved to his village!!!!! Bit angry but I can't do anything.

Fourth!!
WHAT IS YOU BEST QUOTE FOR LIFE!?
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I'M DREAMING WHEN I LIFE. I SLEEP WHEN I DIE.
that is the best quote for my life haha because it's motivated me a lot. I have some cool quotes for life. But that's the best from the best haha.
I decided that I put a cute word on my twitter biodata. I SNEEZE A UNICORN.



why I put that creepy word? Haha because I like Unicorn but sometimes I put "BATMAN'S WHORE" haha I love batman so baaaad. 



Eww this blog kinda trashy but I don't care haha because it's mine. I will wrote whatever I want to write haha.

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Thursday, May 23, 2013

LOVE?


The English word love can refer to a variety of different feelings, states, and attitudes, ranging from pleasure.
Love is totally complicated, because people think they just love for boyfriend or girlfriend. Love is beautiful if you can manage it. Love is completely pretty when you realize it. Love is amazing when you feel it. Love is perfect when you feel it deep inside.

Do you believe in love on the first sight? I do. because I love mom and dad when the first time I opened my eyes. They're amazing shit I've ever loved. Ans their love will never ends to me. That's happening to all of your parents. So love them as they love you. It's forever love. That is so different when you're in love with a guy or a girl because it will end someday soon or late.

Girls are easily fallin love than the guys. I don't know why and I don't wanna know about it. It just happening like water flow away.. 

Fallin love is amazing feelings you've ever felt. Because everything goes slow motion and beautiful. But when you're in love, you have to be ready for any risks. Not all people can having their love back. And it's gonna be hurt so much. I gave everything I had to give to someone I like. I know that he stares at me all the time. My heart say yes, but my brain say no. It's hard because I have to fight with myself like an idiot. I won't let you go anywhere, any seconds. I can't call you mine, I just can have you on my sights. You've been on my mind for a long time, but you say you're just a friend. I whisper quietly to this heart to let you fly away, but you're flying around me instead. Loving you is such a killing me but you gave me a pain killer. 

People say you're a jerk, you're a player, you sucks and people hate you. But I think my eyes blind now, my ears deaf suddenly. Did you just do that? Well I enjoy it when you're around.

I can't tell because we have such an amazing friendship that I won't lose it. So don't go I will try to stop it because I know it wasn't good enough for you. It's going dark because a lot of people close their eyes. Doesn't mean that people hate their life, they just tired of life and had enough. Through the sorrow and the fights..

Loving God is the best way to be loved back. Try it or you will never know how to feel loved. It's awesome! I do now. God gave you everything you want, it just about the time or it's not good enough for you. I'm not such a religion person, but I always remember where were I made. The story I wrote that is a real story of mine. I felt it and I'm letting go hardly. But I have to do that for the best.


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